Rubbertoe, 46

in clouds or in head??? Rta 04 comma 8 months wheelchair 4 yrs, now am thinking, why couldn't "I" ave thought the way i think now from birth. At times i can be a bit of a binge thinker but ive done some very helpful web searches on tips for mental health( made me a better person)ive stop smoking , weed n even cigs wont drink or touch mind altering drugs as i'm in heaven sober (honestly) love all aspects of my health , especially mental "health". I'm very proud of the man ive become n would like to think i could cope with major downs in life. I can't for the love of me understand people whom dedicate their lives to a "man" whom like so many before and after was put to death for whatever reason. That was the dark age's , we our fully aware now that "certain" minds are overwhelmed with the thought of being a lot more than they actually are which is just ordinary. Anyway there's so many jobs money businesses in the world today that this "man" whom was put to his death must be capitalised in order to secure the welfare of billion of people's lives, we would rather go on asking on our knee's for forgiveness. Life is for " living" not "forging".