Vergismeinnicht, 35

i almost 21 years old and i grew up in a christain home. i decided to go to bible college which is where i am now. a few weeks ago is started doubting if god is real. the false prophecy you know the one that was suppose to happen saterday? didnt come true so i starting thinking and i realized just because a lot of people believe in something doesnt make it true. so ever since then i have been trying to figure out what i believe. i been trying to get both sides of the story. first i went on a christain chat site which im still on and then i came here to see what i could find.